Sorrow

 Fio would like to tell you that she is at peace with her loss of Sonia Dog, but she isn't. In fact, she weeps for her in and out and has had dreams where she and Doggie are being chased and hiding in various places inside the house and out. 

It didn't help that this morning, Fiorella's visiting nurse told her that she had overplayed her coumadin and should back off till Monday. Yes, your girl is in a mess (as usual) although all she wants to do is get her studio in better shape--which is harder than it sounds because she needs a lot of muscle to help with the  heavy lifting, and Son can't pay attention to his job, wife, kid, and mother all at the same time. 

The pandemic, of course, has to take part of the blame too. We're all nervous about hiring strangers to come inside our homes to help us.

Back to the beginning and if you're wondering, yes, your girl has a color photo of Sonia framed and taped to the front of her bureau so it's the last thing she sees when she goes to sleep at night.